walking the way back to those thoughtful days...

Exactly I can’t think with the real clarity that I had before, I was not thinking for a long time; may be that the reason. Anyway I have to think and solve many ‘internal affairs’.
I feel proud to make a new discovery that “I am not the judge.” And I feel like I am bad at judging people. To judge people is not my cup; and so better not to have it. When I quit doing this job, judging, I could find more resource (like time, peace of mind etc) left with me to do many things; life, it becomes lighter and lighter. And so I took a new stand (may be an old one) of observing but not judging.


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Today… but not just today… we were proving we are not just boys, we are Raju or mohan or Sethi. There are identities, there are personalities and there are reasons to be some individuals. Now it is not just fun, some are serious in searching for their taken away ribs. There comes the problems, the same old problems and its complications; and must say partners of problems, the Solvents. Some problems are good and some are bad, some solvents are effective and some are just like oil to the fire. As far as I am a spectator, everything was just cool. I just felt like, its all kids stuff; am at high school and they were at primary school. It may not be the fact; may be I am at KG and they are at high school. I don’t know. Anyway I was just enjoying those events.
One thing that I noticed is that, everybody know how to impress somebody and whom to impress, every thing was planned and executed like professionals do. Most of us were practicing it during our degree classes and at work place; and now we are experts in it. Is everything fruitful?? Wait and see...